I have a lot of "drama's" in my life.
Why am I not like this?
Why am I not like that?
WHY?
Why are you giving me so much pain?
Why do you have to do this to me?
NO. Why fate introduced you to me?
Why destiny let you exist in my world?
Why love have to grow?
I want to forget this.
I want to forget my feelings.
I want to just live life without you. Haha. Yeah, I know, THE HELL YOU CARE?! Sorry ha. My life's just full of drama! D-R-A-M-A!
I can't help it. I can't just tell my heart, "Hey! Stop loving him. Stop beating." Damn! For chrissake! I've tried and for the Nth time.... I FAIL! :'/
It's still you whom I want.
It's still you whom I like.
It's still you whom I want to share my "forever" with.
yeah, if forever exist.
I know, I look so goddamn stupid for doing this..
These moves,
these stories,
these blogs,
these poems,
but how can I blame myself? Kung nagustuhan lang naman kita diba?
Is it a sin to LOVE? I mean, am I committing sin?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
YES because I know, you're getting tired of all the rumors,
all the stories, all the people telling you things about this, about me.
NO because I just admired you, or better say I just love you.
Sorry for all the rumors.
Sorry for the mess I'm making.
Sorry for interfering your silent world.
I know, you'll know it.
Sooner or later, you'll be reading this.
Sorry because I like you.
Don't worry 'cause I'll teach myself to forget everything.
You know, as if nothing happens.
As if I don't know you.
As if you don't exist.
You'll be happy, I know, and you'll say, "Hay! Buti naman natauhan na siya. Ayoko naman talaga sakanya."
Hindi mo man sabihin, ramdam ko. :-)
i'm praying for tomorrow if I woke up, I'll be the old me.
NO YOU.
NO LOVE.
NO EVERYTHING but A SMILE. :-)
