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Quezon City, Philippines
Paramore and Linkin Park fan. I still support OPM. I always do.

Stop this song..

Music lover.
This is my life.
And I won't be able to give up on this.

Red has been my ultimate favorite color. For me, it stands for passion and dedication.

I am also a band lover..
Especially, Paramore..
They're cool, awesome,funny,excellent,dedicated..
The personality that this band have is being humble..
And that is the main reason why this band stand out for me.. They know how to jive-in to their fans..
They know how to appreciate..
So they are my number one =)

I can describe myself to you as an extraordinary..
(not the one with a third eye's or sixth sense or something)
what I mean is.. I can be as lovable as teddy bears..
I can also be as dangerous as fire..
I can be your best-est friend and worst-est enemy..

Follow me and let us start a new relationship out of this :)

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Forget yesterday, live for today and hope for tomorrow

Yesterday; the things that already happened, either you leave it or live in it.
Today; another life, another hope, another chance to make things right.
Tomorrow; a day to look forward to.

Forget Yesterday.
Letting go and moving on, so easy to say but too difficult to do; when can we say that we are fully recovered and ready to face the day with a brave heart?
"Don't give up and keep on moving forward", these are the words I keep on advising whenever I have a friend in pain. Letting go of the things, memories or even the person who made you truly happy is never - will never - be as easy as we thought. Broken hearts, broken smiles, teary eyes and sleepless nights; when can we find the sun again? How can we even forget the person/s who taught us to smile and believe that, love is a greatest gift? Why are we feeling so much pain? Why hearts have to be broken? Why can't we just all be happy? Why life is so unfair? These are just some of the million questions we want to have an answer but unfortunately, we sought nothing and keep on going back to the blanket of sadness.
It is a cycle and it will soon be over if you chooses to stop it, being sad is normal but staying sad and keeping your resentments is your choice, alone.
As I write this, I remember my own sad story, how I buried myself on bed, crying, listening to The Script's, The Man Who Can't Be Moved, reminiscing all the good times I had when I am with him until one day I told myself, "This isn't healthy anymore" and started putting myself right back on track. My yesterday was full of drama but that didn't give me any excuses not to wake up today and face life with a braver heart.
You, can also do that, just learn to open your heart and let go - hundred percent - one by one, step by step. It is not an easy process but soon, you will be able to do it.

Live For Today.
Thank God for giving you another day and giving you the chance to fix what have been broken. Start the day with a positive thinking and smile, doing the things you used to do with a person 00you love and doing it alone might look real hard but by just closing your eyes and thinking that you can still get up on your bed, smile at your problems and laugh at jokes, you're okay - getting better.

Hope For Tomorrow.
Help yourself to stand and walk to that road to find yourself again, fix it and slightly look back -NOT GO BACK - see how miserable you were and not wanting to be in that situation, ever. Hope for a better and not bitter you.

Giving your hundred percent love in a relationship is not a bad thing but not a good thing, either.
FINDING YOUR BALANCE is important, learn to give but do not forget to keep a little for yourself. Finding true love is a trial and error process; if you failed, keep your chin up high, move forward, forgive, forget and leave all the bitterness behind. If you found it, keep it and take good care of it 'cause love is greatest gift from God.

REMEMBER:
I miss you doesn't always mean I want you back, sometimes it only means you crossed my mind and I hope you're doing fine.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

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I am bored. What to do next?
Check online status?
Tweet 'til I got bored?
Watch tutorial videos on Youtube?
I swear, I'm trying my best to write something..
But these are the only words that keep on entering my mind..

jgshdgbfhncjasdfghqwerty

And these..

fgkhoiyuirofgvdsokfeorkedf

That's how bored I am. I'm not even sure if that's nonsense are words. rofl

So, since I am bored and I have got nothing to do, well that's why it is called boredom 'cause you've got nothing to do. Does that make sense? I don't know either.

Instead of giving you nonsense thoughts, I wanna share you something.
Something that is actually my life changer -- if my life really does change -- and the reason why my point of view about love, changed.

Let me start it with this....

"May sense siya kausap, infairness"
"Alam mo, matalino siya."
"He is a genius"

Those are what I got when I literally tell the world that I'm in love with an artist, almost two years ago.
All the mem'ries are still vivid from the first months to the month where I realized that it was not just an admiration nor infatuation but a thing they called, "love"

Most of you might think he's my boyfriend but he's not, he never were.
Relationship doesn't started yet but it has to end because the feelings are not mutual and I don't wanna keep on pushing myself when I know that in the end, I will just lose the battle.
Risking might take you somewhere, but giving up might actually mean new beginning.

So, what I did was, nothing. I just wanna feel how light is the feeling when you're in love and up until now, I can feel that lightness -- especially when I'm seeing him, except the teasing part, of course -- the sparkling eyes, the sweetest smiles and head over heels feeling, that is just the best.

I mentioned a while ago about how my point of view changed when I met him; first, because love is even more magical as I thought. Second, looking at the physical appearance alone might not give you the feeling of true happiness and lastly, an artist might look strange at first but if you straightly look into their eyes you can see that, there is something there.

I did not write this on purpose, I just feel like sharing. I just wanted to tell how happy I become because of experiencing this true happiness, this thing they called -- we called -- "love."