There are a lot of people
who never see things as they are. Complicated situations make other people
strong, some just plain human being. I’ve never been in the real world- except
those who I got to work with- but real world for me sounds odd. When you’re at
school, the elders would tell you, “oh! You’re so lucky you still have the
chance to mold your dreams and just do whatever you wanted.” But, honestly, it
is not as easy as they thought it would be. Primary School went a little cool
for me. I’ve never been the “popular” one nor the one who’s on-the-bleachers,
but a normal student- normal, meaning, the one’s who goes to school, have
friends, join the fun, do good and do bad. High School was a bit overrated. I
met people who are whimsically fun, those who do not know what bleak means and
those who live for happiness. I missed them. I mean, going to College was a
different turn of events. I basically have to leave the so called custom.
Graduation arrived and we all have to bid each other goodbye and tomorrow,
everything will change.
College- the wildest jungle
one can ever imagine. I went into University where I thought I will see
different nuances. But, guess what, I didn’t. I have to think things over- I
mean, big things- and move out. I, finally, saw a home when I enter College of
the Holy Spirit. Many of them were asking, “why did you transfer?” and the only
words I could utter was, “I’m happy here,” and everything would just work out
real fine. I spent 4 long years at the College and all the memories were all
vivid, from the very first time I stepped on the grounds up to my last bows.
I didn’t get a job
immediately after College. There were a lot of questions in my mind like, what
was wrong with me? Don’t I have what other fresh grad has? Am I not that good?
But, unfortunately, the answers were always indistinct. My peers tell me to
pray and speak with your heart for when you do that, you’ll definitely receive
what you’ve prayed for. I did, but look where I am right now, in front of my
computer, doing some blogs about life and experience a melancholic day. I
shouldn’t be so derisory right now because first, this is my decision. Second,
I pushed so hard to get what I dreamed of, to be a Director, -oh, yes, I
haven’t told you that part, well maybe some other time if I finally acquired
it. Third, I always believe in, no guts, no glory proverb thing. Hence, I am a
certified bum. Funny it may seem, but I’m still grasping into my dreams. Torpor
must be a real villain and dwelling on it is a huge problem, nevertheless, do
an effort to make things change.
Life is a constant battle and no one said it is going to be easy, not unless you’re armed. If you didn’t get what you want, don’t give
up; change the plan instead. What you are now is always your choice. No one
told you to take the weight off your feet, but yourself. Waiting can actually
drive you nuts, but believe me, it will come. Your dreams will never fly to you
because if it’s yours it will surely come to you whatever it takes. Therefore,
get up there and do something. There are a lot of people you need to prove
wrong! Be optimistic and do not ever forget to pray and thank Him.
