Carson and Richard! :D

Aaaaaa!!!! This day will be my happiest day! :D When I met carson♥ and richard at Trinoma Malls..
Me and my classmates were like.. Walking and touring around.. When we saw these cute PBB ex- housemates..

At first we had a doubt asking them for a picture.. But since it's gonna be "take it or leave it" scenery.. We asked them for some spare time taking pictures with us.. And they indeed favored us! Ü
aaaaa!!! They're so tall and handsome! really! ♥
esp. Carson of course! :D

The little conversation:
me: hi richard! Hi carson! :D
richard: hi :)
carson: *smiles*
tiff: can we take a picture with you guys?
carson: yea, sure :)
**picture moment**
roxanne: wait.. another one? :)
richard: yea.
**silence**
richard(looking at me.. Oh god! I almost passed out!lol): meron pa bang ibang Mcdo dito? Bukod sa nasa likod natin?
Me: (tulaley) ah.. oo, sa taas..
richard: okay.. thank you :)
us: thanks! bye! :D
richard and carson: *smiles*

Oh c'mon!! hahah! I almost passed out! I mean.. This two are like.. really.. down to earth..haha! yea, they really should.. they aren't that famous tho.. lol! But I love them :)

Then, we also saw.. joe, kayra, and the big guy?.. I forgot his name... :)

The reason why I'm a Parawhore..

First of all..
As I've always say..
They know how to jive in with their fans..
And the most of all..
They know how to MOVE ON so fasssstttt!!
I mean, to what had happened to hayley yesterday..


I fell in love with her EVEN MORE
I don't actually effin care what other people say..
If she's these or that.. The hell I care?
I still love her and the band! Ü

Kazel && Carson got evicted.. >:L

Carson Vince & Kazel Kinouchi got evicted from the PBB house last night and I effin' don't like the result..
Mas okay naman sila kesa sa ibang housemates..
Argh!
Mas nakikita ko ang effort ni Carson kesa sa iba and masipag siya talaga..
Aside from fretzie, nagustuhan ko din si Kazel kasi nakikita ko sakanya sarili ko.. I'm not a bulimic tho.
Wala ng reason para manuod ng PBB..
Si bret, ryan, at fretzie nalang yata nakikita kong medyo okay-okay dun.. Wala lang.. Dapat talaga bnblog to noh? hhha!!

What if the man you thought will teach you how to love again.. Has a heart for your best friend? Will it hurt?

Alright.
It's 18th of May and our 7th anniversary..
No, not my boyfriend but my bestfriends :)

I enjoy this evening..
We cooked a pasta..
Then, one of my bff's bought a doughnut.
And I bought a cake! :)

We enjoy this day.. It was like another reunion with the two guys from tpc.. :)
Another group of my guy friends.. hehe..
We used to make groups when were in HighSchool.

Then, when we finished eating..
One of them open a topic about me and the "said" guy I love..
And then I was like "so? What's with him? He's not here anyway.. So, why talk about him?"
Then, he whispered to me..
"That guy is courting our best friend"

I was shocked!
Terribly shocked!
Like.. I was really shaking while I'm holding my phone.. Tweeting about happy moments..
I don't know what to say..
And suddenly my eyes became teary..
I'm trying my best to hide it from them so, I made some jokes..
And laugh at that issue..
And hopefully I did it great..

*sigh*
Ang hirap pala pag yung gusto mo may ibang gusto tapos bestfriend mo pa.. :((((((((
I can't stop the tears from falling.. :((

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFP3UzGP9Wg

Weight doesn't matter..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1sDuOY6Nj1g

haha! Nung una ko 'tong nakita sa popular site na You Tube..
I was like.. "aaaa!!! So true!"

Andun ako sa stage na.. Medyo nakakarelate kasi ako..
Though.. Walang bullying na nangyayari..
Yun nga lang..
Hindi ko rin kayang makipagsabayan sa mga magaganda at sexy na pretty girls diyan..

Alam ko..
May kanyakanya tayong ganda pero pagnaiisip ko na mas parin yung sakanila..
May parang lungkot..

"gusto ko naman yung tunay na ganda.. hindi langyung sa panloob" --devi played by Melai..
Parang naisip ko..
Oo nga..
Ayoko naman nung lagi nalang panloob na kagandahan..
Iba pa rin kasi yung
First Impression
May iba kasing tao na sa unang tingin pa lang nila..
OA na kung makapanghusga..
Wala ka pa namang ginagawa feeling nila masama ka na..
Porket kapos ka sa ganda..
Outcast ka!
Ang sakit lang isipin na..
Bakit hindi nalang tayo lahat maganda o gwapo..
Bakit kailangan may nahuhuli?
Bakit kailangan may kulang?
Bakit kailangan pangit?
At bakit kailangang may nasasaktan?

Hindi ba pwedeng lahat na lang tayo masaya?
Lahat nalng may ngiti sa mga mukha?

"iba pa rin ang karakter kesa sa itsura lang.. Mas maganda yung may kabutihan ka.. pang habang buhay yun"

ganun lagi ang line na naririnig ko kapag ka merong mga taong hindi masyadong kagandahan ang nasasaktan..
Pampalubag loob ba yun? o ano?

Isang araw, naisip ko nalang na..
Pano kaya kung baguhin ko ang sarili ko?
Yun bang..
Make over..
Pero.. pagkatapos nun..
Naisip ko din..
Wag na pala.
Kasi kung magugustuhan ako ng tao gusto ko yung tunay na ako na lang..
Hindi yung ibang ako..
Mahirap yun..
Kailangan ko pang isustain yung kunyaring ako na yun..
Kaya wag na lang.

"mahal ka kita.. kahit anong sabihin nila.. Kaibigan kita eh."

Nung narinig ko to sa isa sa mga kaibigan ko..
Nasabi ko nalang..

Maganda parin ang buhay..
Mahal nila ko eh..
Kaya mamahalin ko rin ang sarili ko tulad ng pagmamahal nila sakin.. :)

Already a Lady :)

yikesss!
Does it suits me? hahalol!
I enjoy my last last nights party.. :)
Though, some of my friends didn't able to come 'cause of some personal reasons, I guess.

But I want to thank those who came and made my birthday so special :)))

Kahit habang nagiinuman kami ay nawalan ng ilaw..
Around 1 or 2am na yata yun..
At ang daldal ni astron habang inaasar si Lhorv. haha

Basta masaya..
Kahit wala yung taong inaasahan ko nun..
Si .....
Andun naman yung picture. haha!
Pwede na siguro yun? lol!
Salamat din pala sa regalo nila..
Nagulat pa ko nung una bakit nila pinaprint yun eh meron naman ako sa cp ko ng kopya. haha
May tititigan na ko bago ko matulog sa gabi. hahaha!
JOKE!
*sigh*
masaya na kulang..
Pero pinuan naman nila yun..

Bati na rin kami ng kaibigan ko.
haha!
Na habang nagiinuman kami eh hindi ko siya kinakausap dahil nagtampo na ko..
Pero okay na..
Nakita ko na rin naman effort niya..
Pwede na siguro yun? hehe..

Sorry nga pala dun sa mga CHSian kong friend..
Hindi ko na sila naimbita dahil super layo na rin ng mga bahay nila at linggo.. Alam ko namang hindi pwede pag ganung araw..
Pero magkikita naman kami by May 25..
So, pwede na ulit yun. hahaha!!

Hay..
May 2 :)
The day that I was born..
The day that a new lady already born Ü
With lots of loving and crazy friends! :DDD

I'm not a Girl not yet a Woman.

17 years of my existence is really not an easy thing..
Well, 17 years of having problems, obstacles, trials and whatever you may call it..
But still I want to thank God for giving me those problems.. At least I knew how huge his trust to me..

17 years of meeting NEW people..
17 years of laughing..
17 years of crying..

And now another year for me has come..
Another responsibility..
Another smile..
Another tears for me to cry..

And new me.. :)
I don't know now how to be a little girl anymore..
As my title says it all..
I'm not a girl NOT yet a woman..

I just would like to thank all the people who became a part of my 17 years here in the world.. (goodbye much?lol)
My Best friends..
Close friends..
Special friend..
Friends..
Classmates..
Schoolmates..
Professors..
Teachers..
My siblings..
And most importantly..
My Mom :)

*sigh*
I'll be 18 tomorrow.. And I want to enjoy being 17 todaaaayyyy! :D